Microsoft Office 2010

Salam & hy to all

Today my 1st time using microsoft office 2010. Quite easy ans simple.. but i dont know why i dont have any mood today, feel like i want to scream loud to the world...

Oh Allah, why i feel like this, something is not okay. Mr Azian, Miss Nurul N Mr Harris, is it about all of u? or just my feeling...
Oh Rabbi, please, give me the way, give me the chance to understand what the sign you giving. Please comfort my heart, please Allah..please...